Post by cloudstar on Feb 3, 2009 19:47:47 GMT -5
[shadow=silver,left,300]There's no going back now... you can't, once you're in this deep...[/shadow]
I was born this way. It seems the darkness gripped me in its cold, unforgiving fingers and clutched my heart. It stained my eyes and my pelt, blocking my brain and showing me things I wanted to see. And once I completley trusted it and its numbing touch, its fake smile, the unreal dreams, it betrayed me. It had been holding me over the abyss, keeping me safe in iron bars, never letting me go. But in one second, the darkness I had trusted for so long let me fall, and I fell. I fell into the never-ending pit of black, all time and space ending for me until there was nothing left. My mind and body became one with the darkness, and I completley lost myself. My mind was controlled, and my body was numb with the wicked insturctions it recieved. I will never forget the split second of realization, when a small pinpoint of reality touched my soul and I saw that there was no light. There was darkness, nothing more. Light is just an illusion, love and faith are figments of our imaginations. The blood that flows through my very veins is just part of a twisted reality, the thoughts my mind conceives are just that; thoughts. But in that moment, when I opened my sould to see the true darkness, I was overcome.
And now I cannot see, think, or hear. I cannot smell, taste, or touch. I cannot love, hate, or move. I cannot do anything without the darkness stabbing my every thought, my every movement. And my heart and soul bleed darkness, until I was overtaken once more. And now my name is Kakos. Darkness. Evil. Hate.
The only way to stop it is to give in. And colapse I did, falling to the darkness, bowing to its true power. And now I control myself, at a grave price. I am drowned in the darkness, no longer living, merley acting. I am a shadow, a thought, a sound. I am not a living creature, but an empty shell of one, seeking only to kill. My mind seeks out the pain, the fear, the blood. My heart destroys the feelings and my claws destroy the source. The blood that runs is like water to me, and I drink with no guilt. The sweet, warm meat on the bones is the same as a rabbit, but filled with feelings. Filled with the pain and experiance of a true creature. And there is nothing. There is nothing that can stop me now, as I have control of Webweaver. As long as her heart and soul are mind, I shall never stop. I seek to control the rest of her siblings, and with them, I will destory the rest of you. And once I have destroyed you, I will seek my revenge on the darkness that has clutched my heart for all these years...
[shadow=silver,left,300]There's no going back now... you can't, once you're in this deep...[/shadow]