Post by ~XxLone*WolfxX~ on Jan 27, 2009 19:29:59 GMT -5
The nights and days were no longer kept apart... Ever since she left me. Lilac... I only wanted her to stay forever. She died giving birth to Melony. The small kit that resembles her mother in only her eyes. Lilac named the kit. She said it would be a good name. That was the words on her dieing breath. I don't know how to take care of a kit... What do I do?
I always ask myself why daddy looks so lonely. I don't remember mom and he hasn't told me about her. I want to be like her though... Even though my pelt is gray and hers was calico. My eyes are like hers though. The same bright blue. I always say 'today I'll ask' but I never can. What I really want to ask is why he looks so lonely... Since I'm still here.
The moon is bright tonight. But it doesn't make me feel the way it looks. It only reminds me of her. I look at Melony and she looks as though she wants to say something... But she doesn't. Then I wonder if I should ask her. I still haven't though. I don't think I will. It's not important... Is it?
I'm supposed to be asleep right now. But I wanted to see the full moon. I've heard that the clan cats gather during a full moon. I see dad his gray pelt glowing faintly in the moonlight. I start to walk to him but stop. I let my head droop and go back to my den. Maybe he just wants to be alone.
I turned to see her tail disappear into the den. Even though she's here I still feel distant. I still wander what keeps me here... Why don't I leave this world forever. I don't want to be here alone. But... Am I really alone?
It's morning now. Dad still looks the same as always. I sigh and pad over to the corner of the den to wait until he goes hunting. That's when I go to her spot. I found it when I was smaller. Just a kit. I knew she went there a lot from how it smelled. Like her. Her floral scent and there where lilacs all around and no mater how cold it got they still bloomed all year long. I thought it was impossible but it happened. As though her spirit is amongst the flowers keeping them alive.
So I leave to go hunting. Since I have to feed Melony. I don't eat much now a days. But I think I'll visit the place she used to go to. With the bright lilacs and willow trees that hang over the clearing. I pad through the forest hunting as I go.
Dad left. I'm here alone. So I wait a moment to make sure he's gone before leaving. I run through the forest. I love to run. It makes me feel free... I make it to the spot that is hers. I lean over a small puddle that was made in the middle of the clearing that night from the light rain. I tilt my head before looking up and curling up in my favorite spot. Where the lilacs surround me and the grass grows into a bed. Without realizing it I am soon asleep.
I caught a mouse. But when I took it back to the den Melony was gone. It's probably best she left. I sigh taking the mouse and going to the lilac bushes. It's the only place I can feel so close to Lilac. I am truly surprised to see Melony sleeping in the same patch of grass that Lilac slept in. I stop completely at the entrance where the trees hang making a tunnel in the shade.
I heard the grass being moved through and the way the wind shifted to move through the clearing in a different way. My blue eyes flash open to see dad standing in the shade of the trees tunnel. I look down unsure of what to do now. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be here.
I decide to speak to her. I haven't since Lilac died except to... I haven't spoken to her. I feel selfish. Has Melony felt abandoned?"Lilac loved this spot... She used to fall asleep in that same spot." I speak quietly. Unsure of what I have done.
I look up surprise evident in my eyes. I finally nod soundlessly."I-I'm sorry... I didn't think you came here..." I whispered.
"I haven't... Well since she died... I've been alone... Like no one is around." I speak quietly."I thought you may have left..." I speak the truth and wonder why Melony hadn't left. She would be better off. Since she knows how to hunt and such.
"Don't worry..." I whisper in a barely audible voice."I'm still here..."
((Eh... I was bored. XP But tell me what you think anyway. ^^))
I always ask myself why daddy looks so lonely. I don't remember mom and he hasn't told me about her. I want to be like her though... Even though my pelt is gray and hers was calico. My eyes are like hers though. The same bright blue. I always say 'today I'll ask' but I never can. What I really want to ask is why he looks so lonely... Since I'm still here.
The moon is bright tonight. But it doesn't make me feel the way it looks. It only reminds me of her. I look at Melony and she looks as though she wants to say something... But she doesn't. Then I wonder if I should ask her. I still haven't though. I don't think I will. It's not important... Is it?
I'm supposed to be asleep right now. But I wanted to see the full moon. I've heard that the clan cats gather during a full moon. I see dad his gray pelt glowing faintly in the moonlight. I start to walk to him but stop. I let my head droop and go back to my den. Maybe he just wants to be alone.
I turned to see her tail disappear into the den. Even though she's here I still feel distant. I still wander what keeps me here... Why don't I leave this world forever. I don't want to be here alone. But... Am I really alone?
It's morning now. Dad still looks the same as always. I sigh and pad over to the corner of the den to wait until he goes hunting. That's when I go to her spot. I found it when I was smaller. Just a kit. I knew she went there a lot from how it smelled. Like her. Her floral scent and there where lilacs all around and no mater how cold it got they still bloomed all year long. I thought it was impossible but it happened. As though her spirit is amongst the flowers keeping them alive.
So I leave to go hunting. Since I have to feed Melony. I don't eat much now a days. But I think I'll visit the place she used to go to. With the bright lilacs and willow trees that hang over the clearing. I pad through the forest hunting as I go.
Dad left. I'm here alone. So I wait a moment to make sure he's gone before leaving. I run through the forest. I love to run. It makes me feel free... I make it to the spot that is hers. I lean over a small puddle that was made in the middle of the clearing that night from the light rain. I tilt my head before looking up and curling up in my favorite spot. Where the lilacs surround me and the grass grows into a bed. Without realizing it I am soon asleep.
I caught a mouse. But when I took it back to the den Melony was gone. It's probably best she left. I sigh taking the mouse and going to the lilac bushes. It's the only place I can feel so close to Lilac. I am truly surprised to see Melony sleeping in the same patch of grass that Lilac slept in. I stop completely at the entrance where the trees hang making a tunnel in the shade.
I heard the grass being moved through and the way the wind shifted to move through the clearing in a different way. My blue eyes flash open to see dad standing in the shade of the trees tunnel. I look down unsure of what to do now. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be here.
I decide to speak to her. I haven't since Lilac died except to... I haven't spoken to her. I feel selfish. Has Melony felt abandoned?"Lilac loved this spot... She used to fall asleep in that same spot." I speak quietly. Unsure of what I have done.
I look up surprise evident in my eyes. I finally nod soundlessly."I-I'm sorry... I didn't think you came here..." I whispered.
"I haven't... Well since she died... I've been alone... Like no one is around." I speak quietly."I thought you may have left..." I speak the truth and wonder why Melony hadn't left. She would be better off. Since she knows how to hunt and such.
"Don't worry..." I whisper in a barely audible voice."I'm still here..."
((Eh... I was bored. XP But tell me what you think anyway. ^^))